let me seeee ~ two hundred nineteen deviations and one hundred two messages, eighty of which were journals. AND I READ EVERY SINGLE ONE.

.. yes, that's a lie. /smiles

anyway ~ in the rare event that any of you were wondering where i've been ;

/throwicon
/scuttleaway

<-- (/comesback?)

basically. new " art " will live there.

although don't expect any of that soon. not that i haven't been drawing, it's just, none of it's any good ; nor is what i have up there now, ADMITTEDLY, but i have to have SOMETHING up, you know?

everything is either a big landscape painting that doesn't fit in my scanner or some stupid little picture in my sketchbook. and my ego is not such that i believe anyone wants to look at some stupid little picture from my sketchbook. SO~ !

the end, love you.

PS omg harry potter lyk whoa lolol

YAY FOR BLOWING OFF DANCE RECITALS
YAY FOR CHOCOLATE CAKE OVERDOSE
YAY FOR DOWNLOADING EMO MYOOZIX
YAY FOR MYSPACE
YAY FOR HOMEWORK
YAY FOR PROCRASTINATION
YAY FOR TOLERANT MOTHERS
YAY FOR RANDOM JOURNAL ENTRIES

.. not yay for death note volume seven and its contents. ;___; well .. at least i like near .. :::snifflecry:::

TO DO:
- i still have a gift to finish for my friend at school . ;w;
- ~Edarrem's priiiize for catching my 3k .. and a birthday present .. but that's in october , plxx .
- somethin' for ~Skilletlover and someone else .. ICANNOTPREDICTWHENTHATWILLBECOMPLETE
- icon for ~noodlespaz. :3 soon . promise .

LOLFRIENDS

tagged again byyy


1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.

cruel tricks on him when he was a child, pretending Luke's

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.

i squashed the blinds :[

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
the colbert report~

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
10:15

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
10:14 , OMG , i'm so cool .

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
my mom is washing pots 'n panz ~ O:

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
i went out to get death note volume six from the car =v=

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
karebare's journal . |D

9. What are you wearing?
black shorts , an off-white t-shirt , a black collar thingy .

10. Did you dream last night?
yesyes

11. When did you last laugh?
uhm .. i can't remember . at dinner maybe .

12. What are on the walls you are in?
paint + dust

13. Seen anything weird lately?
uhyesplz

14. What do you think of this quiz?
.. MOOD :: APATHETIC.

15. What is the last film you saw?
spiderman 3 , omg me too~

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
clothes + CDs + chocolate + colored pencils + MOAR

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
i 'm really fascinated by worms

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

brainwash all the idiots into taking care of the planet + shoot bush.

19. Do you like to dance?

.. no.


20. George Bush:
needs to get the fuck out of the white house @__@;

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

sassafras

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

isabel

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?

sure , why not?

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
" oh , the pizza -give tip-."

25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:

tagged by aaaallllleeeexxx ~

1. Do you like animals?
yes , except for my dog right now .

2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
yes . (:

3. Are you athletic?
no. xD

4. Are you: thin, fat, athletically built etc:
thin i guesss

5. How much do you weigh?
/weighself D:

LOLOL 96 POUNDS.

6. What's your height?
around 5'3" .

7. Shoe size?
seven ~

8. Girls - are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
uhh..
GENDERLESS EMO .

9.Will you ever get laid/kissed?
.. doubt it. >3>

10. How old are you?
ninety five .

11. When is your birthday?
october fifth .

12. Do you like to receive giftart?
yesplz C:

13. Are you sociable?
.. no. just no.

14. Do you have many friends?
not a lot .. but that's okay.

15. What's your race?
irish + polish + various native american )) wierd combination , yes?

16. Do you like to talk on the phone?
not really. i'm pretty quiet .. xD

17. Are you single or taken?
single kthx

18. Do you eat meat?
nuuu

19. Are you paranoid?
kind of. like if i hear someone laughing behind me i think they're laughing at me and so forth.

20. Do you read a lot?
yes. xDD;; i read .. what, seven books over spring break?

21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
i spend about 87% of my life listening to music ..
even in school , IT'S STILL IN MY HEAD <3

rock .

22. Do you play any instruments?
trumpetlawl + drums

23. How long have you been drawing?
FOREVARRZZZ

24. What's the meaning of life?
.. animal crackers

25. Now tag five of your friends! They MUST take this quiz and post it in their journal.

hullo.

well, first off .. a local musician and friend of my parents SHOT HIMSELF LAST NIGHT. it's really freaking me out. he was in his early fifties i think. we heard that he had passed away this morning but we didn't know how until about half an hour ago. according to my mom he had always had some problems but seemed to be doing better recently. he had a lot of friends in the music scene here who really could have helped him, and i don't even know why he had a gun and al;a;lj i dunno i'm just kind of freaked out.

on the other hand -I- last night got to see MODEST MOUSE LIIIIIVE !! i didn't even know we had tickets until we got to the coliseum. it was amazin'. they played all of my favourite songs and i got really close to the front of the crowd and i drank a lot of pepsi and i was reallyreally happy C: it was funny 'cause isaac brock was like "'KAY, ANYONE WANT THEIR SHOE BACK? >_>" when people were throwing shoes onto the stage xD
myfirstrockshowplz.

.. if you haven't heard of modest mouse go youtube them now.

so yah. quizzy time.


SCHOOL HATES ME

[ ] Gotten a referral.
[ ] Gotten detention.
[ ] Gotten your cell phone taken away.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[x] Chewed gum during class.

TOTAL SO FAR: 1

[x] gotten late to a class more than 10 times.
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times.
[ ] Returned at least 5 projects in late.
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[x] Skipped class at least 2 times.

TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[x] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school.
[ ] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[x] threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace; friendster; xanga; etc on the computer at school
[ ] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] called someone during school hours. ( .. my mom?)
[x] Listened to an ipod/cd player/mp3 during class.

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[ ] Hit a teacher with a textbook.
[ ] threw something at the teacher
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code
[ ] failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class.

TOTAL SO FAR: 15

[x] Gotten a call home
[ ] Couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved bad
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] gotten a detention and didnt go
[ ] rom other days/ Or made fake pass
[x] cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear

TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[x] slept in class
[ ] whacked a teacher
[x] threatened a teacher (i was in like .. kindergarten .. and i told her i'd bite her xD)
[ ] felt hungry during class and went to eat
[x] treat the teacher as invisible

TOTAL: 21

times your total by 3: 63%

lulx